Whisper it in my ear, scream it at me from a distance
Just make it so convincing there is not a trace of doubt left inside
Blow this pseudo life built around my outer being far from this mentality
Leave nothing, re-program this troubled youth
Tell me it was all a lie, but I need to feel it, I have to believe you
Let your poison trickle down my throat choking me with its force
I want it to spread so it beats with my heart, almost real
Lies, built like a damn around ones heart cannot hold
What will happen as your failed attempts crumble
Releasing the revengeful beast
Your truth was so much sweeter then my own, making me sick and breaking my bones
Each beat of my aching heart pushes deeper
Pounding against the defences that took years to construct
See me fall.
What happens when all the walls are gone
Will I perish?
Will those around me be washed away in the uncontrollable waves of bitter defeat and anguish
What will be left inside once all from within have washed away
Not even leaving the barriers once used to hold all in place
Trying each new block as a way of replacing the last
Re stacking loose bricks slower then they break away
All hands on deck to make repairs and patch loose ends
Breaking ever further away revealing pieces to a puzzle long forgotten
What does the end look like?
This could be the end.
Tracing over the paths and secret passageways
Scouring, trying to find the leak
I can hear it pouring out empty questions and angry accusations
Never sleeping always a ticking fear in my ear
Turning dark into shadows upon my heart
Taunting me to remember.
Breathing cold down the back of neck creating shivers through my spine
Pushing the dim realisation on my consciousness
It is time